I’m Just a Kid

Life is a gift yet fully grows
bound to end but the legend knows
for what is it thy means to end
to fully understand how life did bend.
a kid am I just another creation
living my life with full satisfaction
to make my life worth living
to observe thy nature worth seeing.
those memories yet has its endings
but what if I’m not ready of those things
end is a hard thought to think
specially if you’re still too young to sink.
you wont believe the sight I’m seeing
for a kid its too much to bring
all my friends lying dead
with their parents crying thread.
why? just why would u kill an innocent child
why would you take a human life?
we know nothing about your fight
but why drag us into your sight.
I walk as I saw mama and papa crying
as I draw closer the more I hear them weeping
mama papa are u okay?
I ask but their emotions became gray.
they don’t seem to hear me
they don’t seem to see
but why cant they see
why cant they hear.
I gaze at my body lying dead
steadily staring at the sky as I bled
I remember now then I started to cry
those man those people just why?
mama papa I love you please don’t cry
I’m here, I’m okay just make a sigh
mama papa please take care
I’m going to somewhere safe I don’t know where.
I’m just a kid killed for a belief
yet humanity is a flaw is that a relief?
for what is there to live thy lifeless roots
to be the target or the one who shoots.

Judge vs Accused

Them justice brings false humanity
Odds to perish thyself insanity
Often answers those that befall
To question or not to him that calls
A living disguise untold identities
Truth to dare stole thy sanities
Ought to be spoken through what it is
To question or not to them who cease.
Judge:
Them judge scorns thou selfless thee
“Who is he that disobeys thy law,
fear who seeks them justice claws,
for he that lies to thee lies himself,
what justice calls what justice falls.”
Accused:
Oh, free thy seas of mock and stones,
To them that sees blind by ignorance,
To them that shouts at me shouts himself,
For i who’s foes be myself,
Let my disgrace not be to death,
But the lies both held to him that speaks justice.
“Who are u that judges lies over a doubtful truth?
Whether you play or whether you fight,
You are them that disguise thyself,
From an angel cloth drove inside to a devils body.
Judge:
You dare threaten me of the words I say!
To speak slightly of you I may,
Thy seas of mock that seth upon those of wicked,
Thy shadows of brick shall be torn to pieces,
You are a criminal that distinguish thy favor,
Whom that law kept thy answers,
For you shall reap what you’ve done,
Justice is and will never lie,
Yet you aggravated your own selfish sigh.
Accused:
Threaten did I your majesty of high,
But the guilt that I endure after the things I did,
Claims a criminal to He that cease,
For I that sees the blood in my hands,
Mixed with tears to them that stand,
And who are you to judge me of what I‘ve done,
But ignores thee my deed to good I planned,
Your hands are dirty as I to speak,
Them judge that judge me for one thing that seek.
Judge:
You speak with anguish and sincerity,
But you will pay for taking a sacred gift,
The life of other that you yourself judged,
Be guilty of murder my fellow sinner,
But I with sincere apology tells you this,
My judgment may sometimes be unjust,
But the hearts of them that righteous brings,
Be cleansed by the blood of your selfless thee.
For I that questions your innocence,
Be innocent man that wakes your whole desire,
To be free by paying the years you owe,
To question or not an ally or foe.
For justice is justice whatever whoever;
And truth is truth that covers innocence forever.
Accused:
It is shame for I that did one mistake,
Took the blame to all courts law,
But shame on you who talks about justice,
Yet tore me through power you vested,
Oh thee my selfish shrine,
Shines above your ignorance through mine,
And for what this quarrel be, For u are still higher than me.
Judge
Now a man that sees me like I own thee,
But thee compared to me is not worthy,
For I who’s been given authority,
Declares that justice isn’t for me to judge,
but the doings of man to them that stab.
Accused
Ha!Ha!Ha! How funny you talk about justice,
Yet thee that beholds the hammer,
beholds the power to give me punishment!
A hypocrite you are my beloved
For you talk about justice redundantly,
Yet mocks me about the state I’m being,
You are a man in a mask that hides thy face,
A face of evil that lurks beyond them graves.
Judge:
You madman, a murderer whom thee u are,
Who is he that talks me back about justice,
But you yourself doesn’t even know its meaning,
You talk like a beast deceiving the people,
And when they trust you
You’ll just consume them and feast on them,
Now who are you to question me,
Of what I’m doing and what I’ve done,
For you are nothing but a simple thief
He that destroys justice will be destroyed,
and you that shouts justice,
will be consumed by your own demise.
Accused:
I guess this will be my end,
Feel my anger and compassion,
The wrath I hold to your justice claims,
for I will die starring at you,
with all my blood I spit on you,
because you my judge are nothing but a coward.
Judge:
A coward am I restoring justice,
To you and the things you have done,
For death will be watching,
And I will be laughing,
No one is more than justice,
Even I am less worthy of it,
Now you will face your own mask,
and feel the coldness of dying,
You are no longer accused….
I, as your judge declares that you are guilty!
Brought to thee thy pavements grave,
Tied and covered by cloth with pave,
Took a knee with thy head on wood,
With a rushing blade to cut for good.

Voice of a sex slave

Hello? is someone out there?
Can anybody hear me?
Please help I beg of you
Before that big guy comes back
He would take me in a room with another man
And he would slap me and beat me if I refuse
They would take my shirt off and force me to dance
I have no choice for I will be beaten
They would touch me and do anything they please
I just cry and cry until tears seems to run out
But my pain would seem to be their enjoyment
After that I am to be cleaned
Then a new guy would come in
A de ja vu of my suffering
I never wanted this life
Its not always like this
I was once a college student
I dreamt of being a nurse
Until a guy drugged me and took me
Woke up being sold and beaten
Next thing I knew I was already in this life
A nightmare, the worst nightmare a woman could ever imagine
Losing your dignity whilst being destroyed dramatically
I called out for help!
I shouted
No one seems to hear me
It seems society has ignored my existence
They seem to see me as a dirt in the eyes of mankind
But they didn’t know my story
But you! You know! You could help me
Please! Help me
I beg of you
Please help me
Please! Please!

An Angel Beside Me

I look in the mirror with sweat all over
I look ridiculously like a sober
Nervously fixing my tie
Thinking I’m gonna die
“This will turn out fine”
Talking to myself as I whine.
People greeted me with joy and good luck
For now I need courage to not suck
For this day is the day of reckoning
An end for a new beginning
My breath keeps getting faster
I could hear myself like an angry monster.
I head to the door where people are expecting me
“Oh my God!” I’m so nervous cant you see?
I took a heavy breath as I opened the door
Slowly making me sore
As I walk straight to the altar
A priest congratulated me so far.
I cant believe that this day would come
It doesn’t come to this for some
But I survive so that’s a start
Now waiting for another part
“Where is she?” I began to worry
As light shines my sight blurry.
The sound of instruments playing
And the choir started singing
Everyone then started to stand
Looking at the door she raised her hand
Waving at me while smiling
Damn that smile always gets my thing.
As she walks pass the aisle all white
God I love this beautiful sight
She stopped beside me and said
“We did it babe this is our wed”
Now this is heaven I need to see
And an angel beside me.

Mr. Friendzone

I gave my her my time and my attention
My willingness to suffer for her affection
Trying to build a relationship with foundation
Ended being stuck called Mr. Friendzone.
I helped her in ways you cant imagine
Ignored other girls for me to win
Her heart as the intention I bring
But left with a sad song to sing.
When she’s down I was there to hug
When she’s angry I became her punching bag
When she’s sad I shame myself for her laugh
Her happiness is more than enough.
When she talks about her crush I get jealous
She’s insensitive and sometimes oblivious
But hey I am a friend so I must ignore the pain
Though its hard and driving me insane.
Having the courage to tell how I feel
“I love you ” I said nervously
Her silence is all I see
She stood up and began to flee.
That night I received a text from her
“I’m sorry but I only liked you as a friend”
I couldn’t even grasp the pain I felt
Feels like I’m choking with my own belt.
As I walk and saw her with another man
“at least she’s happy with her the one”
As tears fell from my very own
Stuck in this prison called “Friendzone”

The Girl Who Waited

How would you follow a promise given?
To expect it’s ending till death even
Though being broken like a glass shattered
Leaving the pieces in you scattered.
This is a story of the girl who waited
Though life for her is painfully fated
Where hope is found but empty and shivered
All but memories left remembered.
Child my innocent child
Sitting on a bench so tender and mild
With her mother by her side
My innocent child with smile so wide
A moment as perfect as it should be
For happiness is all you can see.
Then tears fell down from her mothers’ eyes
Struck with all the lies
As she bid goodbye to her daughter
Which took away all the laughter.
“Stay here my child I promise ill come back”
As she walked away on the track
Leaving my poor innocent child
Like a little cub left alone in the wild
Sitting on the bench alone in the park
As the weather trembled and skies get dark
My innocent child scared and separated
Left to wither and desecrated.
Welfare came and took her as an orphan
Labored her sadness hard as she can
My innocent child broken and unwanted
Thinking of her mothers’ promise as she waited.
Years past and there she still is my innocent child
Waiting on a bench alone in the wild
As sickness dwells in her state
But still full of hope and none of hate.
Unable to walk and stayed in a wheelchair
With a nurse to assist her where
My innocent child for her breath is limited
To stay in the park is all she wanted.
Curiosity made the nurse asked why
There she told everything without a lie
She’s still hoping, still waiting
Still praying, still believing.
She stayed there as her last breath draw
With tears flowing out I saw
My patient, my innocent child
So pure so tender and mild.
Farewell my patient so dear
Your pain is as loud as I can hear
For life seems unfair being fated
This is her story, the girl who waited.

Wolf and sheep

“You want more?”
He asked as he punched me
“You are weak and but a sheep”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
He shouted as he speak
Blood runs through my face
All he did was gaze
“What are you staring at me sheep?”
“You want more ?”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
My face is drowning with my blood
He kept denigrating my existence
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
Fear and tremble conquered me
He held my neck and punched me again
“You are weak! You are worthless”
He looked me in the eye smiling
As I saw my bloody reflection
The sudden anger and rage erupted in me
I punched his face
Woven with blood viciously
I picked a stone and hit his face
His words kept coming out from my mouth
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep”
As he cried in pain and begged for mercy
I hit him again and again
I can hear the voice of his skull cracking
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I’m wet with his blood and mine
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I shouted in anger as death embraced him
“Who am I? Ask me who am I?”
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”

I’m just a woman

The police kept asking me what happened
They judge me with their words that offends
With my eyes staring at them with worry
my tears came down as I tell them my story.
I’m just a woman, a normal woman
With a life almost perfect with my man
We struggled and live together
For our promises is forever.
The laughter the tears
All our strength and all those fears
The problems we share
The pain we bare.
Life is funny when it plays you
Everything seems like its untrue
But reality is what you never wish
Unspoken by tears with words abyss.
As my man turned into a monster
hit me beat me like a scorcher
I cant fight for I am weak
I cant shout for he wont let me speak.
Every night its all the same
Every night he puts me to shame
All I can do is beg while I cry
“I cant do this anymore I want do die.”
I wonder what happened to our perfection
The love the teamwork the passion
Life is unfair when it starts to decide
All you can do is observe and abide.
Night came as he rushed through the door
Hitting me as I fall on the floor
I ran and took the scissor on the desk
Stabbing him directly through his chest.
I stand there as I look him in shock
I have no choice please don’t mock
I never want to kill him I never did
But why am I happy as he bleed?
I’m just a woman, a normal woman
With a life that is once perfect with my man
Its not my intention for I’m just a woman
Please don’t mock please don’t make fun.

My monsters

Sitting idly in my locked room
Covering my ears from doom
There’s monsters outside
Their roars and shouts collide.
Every night I hide in here
Alone unsafe from what i hear
But fear is just an echoes flow
Waving towards me for all i know.
I can hear the things being thrown
The slam the bam the darkness blown
trapped in this void of transgression
Sound of battle for annihilation.
No one hears my loud cry
Every night I just wanna fly
Their words I don’t understand
Their fight is all out of hand.
My monsters please stop per se
Every night is a battle cliché’
Uncontrollable, unstoppable
Uncapable, insensible.
Without a choice I came out
Covered in fear and doubt
As their eyes gazed in anger
All I said was mother and father.

Psychotic

What does it take for patience to subdue
Imprisoned by chains of words untrue
humiliation and their gust of torture
Which normal people will never endure.
Now I’m looking at them laughing
As I mock their dead bodies unforgiving
The blood that boils inside of me
Red tints of vengeance you mustn’t see.
As I held the knife that bathe in their blood
River of anger flows through the mud
I killed them and now I’m a murderer
Laughing as I continue to slaughter.
You humiliate me! You destroyed me
I shouted as if they can hear my plea
You made me who I am now
Ask for forgiveness and bow!
I bashed their skull over and over
As my contentment fills my pleasure
But its not enough it never is
I feel empty and lost in the abyss.
As I stood up guns were aimed at me
I laughed and made them see
Who I am now was created
Who I will be is fated.