Chances

She walked away leaving me alone,
As we argue about things out of tone,
I cant stop her though I want to,
But our relationship is a mess you have no clue.
Its not always like this you know,
We loved each other, but love fades though.
Now there she is walking away,
As she yelled out “Goodbye Jay.”
I stood there silently watching her leave,
Thinking what I missed to perceive,
But there’s this one time when all was different,
The love, the thrill it was all sufficient.
What does love means when it fades,
How to pursue what is gone in shades,
Yet I can do nothing to stop her,
I don’t have a reason to offer.
We were happy once and it felt complete,
Oh those times when losing ain’t my defeat,
But flourished did our life together,
For which our love we both endeavor.
I sat on my chair crying and weeping,
Silently shouting “please come back my darling.”
I still love her after all this time,
Its time to hear our music’s chime.
I went out as I saw her slowly walking away,
Running towards her shouting “baby please stay”
Heck I don’t care what we argued lately,
I love you and I know I’m crazy.”
Love means that were together,
It doesn’t fade but to pursue it forever,
I don’t want to regret losing you,
For my hearts defines what is true.
She hugged me and cried,
As I told her the words abide,
“I’m sorry for all my wrong stance,
Lets start again, just give me a second chance.”

Last dance

Let me tell you my story,
Not the best but it has its glory,
It may not be the happiest,
But its not the saddest.
It all began when I was ten,
Listening to my teacher while holding a pen,
Then came a transferee from another town,
A young pretty girl from up and down.
I started liking her from that early age,
That’s just the start of my life’s page,
For I just witness an angel that caught my eye,
That one angel that doesn’t fly.
Her hair that is dark as chocolate,
And her eyes that glows incinerate,
And the thing I love the most of her,
Is her smile majestic as a panther.
One day when our teacher told us to pair,
I have no one but she offered her share,
I was so happy that time,
No words can describe nor rhyme.
We talked and shared our interests together,
As though for a long time we knew each other,
That priceless moment I will never trade,
The moment I went out of my shade.
The feeling inside me grew stronger,
Thus a heartbeat with her became faster,
Though it seems I’m just a friend,
But its better than a stranger in the end.
Years past when prom came,
I asked her but she’s not the same,
Silence is all she gave me,
That ache inside grew thee.
Prom came but I never saw her,
That night of sadness while I wander,
Then came her call as she told me,
They migrated without my chance to see.
No chats, no texts, no calls,
But still my love for her is like falls,
Pouring out without her knowing,
Deepest sadness and nights of crying.
I finished my degree with a job now,
Still loving her somehow,
That girl I fell in love since ten,
Asking myself when can I see her again.
Days, weeks years past,
I lost hope too see her cast,
I got a family and have kids,
Still I miss that girl heeds.
To cut my long story short,
I grew old and my wife died night forth,
My kids have kids and their family,
And I’m glad to see them happily.
But that’s not the end of my story,
Just some road of my life so curvy,
Then comes the day I walk in the park,
Sitting near that small wooden ark.
Just as I glance at her again,
Looking at the horizons den,
Yes she’s old but still got that majestic smile,
I stood up and walk towards the aisle.
As I stood near her she looked at me,
Tears run down her face as I see,
I hugged her for minutes I could not count,
I’m like flying in the sky with loves mount.
Then she told me her story,
For 50 years I have never imagined this glory,
We are old now and waiting to die,
But because I she’s hear its worth the cry.
We spent our day walking chatting and laughing,
Thus night falls and stars awakening,
As I held her hand and stood,
Looking at her eyes all in mood.
Lets have that dance 50 years ago,
It might be the last might not be woe,
For life express like a shadow lurking,
But love devours truly unending.

Hear me

Now I am here a shadow looking
to a beauty of perfection ye seeking
But thee oh princess hear my voice
Yet defines my only choice.
Distance may yet vary our fate
For thee defines thy love and hate
But ye whos shredded by demise
Oh ye that fuse feelings rise.
My princess, milady divine
Hear my voice let thee shine
For stake is death but left ye broken
Words unheard felt unspoken.
Hear me thee oh hear me thee
My love did shine but you cant see
Oh princess my fairytales guise
I’m yet to grow you made me wise.
I am here in the shadow hiding
Hoping you’ll pass by the woods riding
And ill meet you then milady divine
Ye be ready to our big great dine.
But thee thy fate may not straighten
Still my love I wont forsaken
For ye that looks from afar
Holds thy heart like a burning star.

Night of Tears

Hey babe who would have thought
I’m still here like I’m being caught
it feels so good being together
but hear my tears oh forever.
do you remember the first time we met?
it was raining and we’re both wet
oh that feeling I will never forget
a twist of a fairytale I will never regret.
oh how amazing love can be
where both of us can see
what love defines echoes through paradise
a love worth having free of all lies.
yet love still answers to pain and demise
as we both heard that you have a cancer on the rise
yes we didn’t gave up didn’t we?
hopes did rise but blinded to see.
oh babe time runs fast if were enjoying it
yet slows down when in pain and demerit
but why does life be defiance of our fate?
to question the odds of what we hate.
those last words that came out of your mouth
those words id want to hear you shout
but thus life deceives happiness from sorrow
turning tables and hurts like a piercing arrow.
I want to shout I want to die
I want to stay with you I want to cry
why would life take you away?
why wont life make you stay?
all this pain and sorrows abyss
all our memories and goodbyes kiss
yet I’m alone like a flightless bird
all my shouts now left unheard.
babe why is fate so unfair?
why wont our fate even share?
living without you staring at your grave
wondering and asking why isn’t me on that pave.
fate have done the defiance my soul
left in pain as I struggle in whole
for what is known to live with un-beating heart
to just the cause of unrelenting start.

The Girl Beside the Fireplace

My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long
On the fireplace she ought to sit
Feeling the cold nights heat.
As once my Rose she met a man
Handsome and such a soldiers son
He goes to sneak to her at night
Exactly 12 he’s in her sight.
They fell in love in such a time
Where war goes round unending chime
He promised dear Rosy that he’ll come back
To him she’ll write to keep her track.
But when war grew bigger he got his last
Poor dear Rosy naïve of her love
She kept sending letters for him to read
Unknown to what his empty heed.
Poor Rosy kept waiting now
Beside the fireplace she waits somehow
Hoping that one day he might come
Sad to see for her family and some.
Years after years dear Rose she waited
Night after night she write and quoted
With a peaceful heart she did her final piece
Her last letter for her lost love of bliss.
“My dear love for I have known
You won’t comeback and never will
but I write this last letter for you my love.
I am old and my days are numbered
We’ll be together again without death encumbered.
For I have waited and I will wait
For you my love, for you I will.”
My Dear old Rosy as she sent her final goodbye
Sat beside the fireplace with one little smile
My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long.

Paradox

I love a girl but I never saw her
She loved a guy but he never cared
How is it possible
For the woman I long
To be a trash from a man she belong.
I love a girl but she never saw me
She moved on from pain to be set free
How is it possible
That I care so much for her
When I am just a guy in her life’s nether.
I love a girl yet fate diminished
For we are friends and just friends unfinished
How is it possible
For the possibility of impossible
To be mere choice of probable.
I love a girl, the girl I saw
She’s amazing I stand in awe
How is it possible
When I just gazed upon her eyes
Yet I saw the universe arise.

The Last Note

I have seen him play
The grace of tune he may
The guy who made me fall in love
My little morning dove.
The musical tone he produce
The songs I always choose
For he have made me a passion
Pulling me out of isolation.
But oh my darling please play for me
The tone of love id gladly hear thee
Like a soul that touches my heart
Never an end and always a start.
As the note ended, and so did you
The silence of your instrument bled me through
Yet i am still trying to hear them
That one last note to be played again.
If I can bargain my life
Just to see you and hear you play
To touch you and feel you again
My darling, never would I say no.
Yet life is a fragile melody
But a beautiful played symphony
For i have been living in silence
Surviving with your absence.
I am still trying to hear them
Trying to cover the pain
Hoping and praying
For that one last note to be played again.

Mademoiselle

She walks besides the watery sand
As she touches the water with her hand
Like I’ve seen the grace of sunshine
Beautiful mademoiselle o’ mine
She dances while tears shrouded her
I can see her pain, the smile so bitter
Like fallen leaves of a dying tree
Hoping to be set free
She saw her love as he fades away
Left in tears she down and stay
As I observe my dear mademoiselle
Trying to escape her hell
I wanted to be there for her
But I can’t
For I am just a shadow
Of her own broken heart
A choice i have but to say these words
My love my love i am here
Summon me and escape your fear
For I’ll be the guise
Of our own eternal love
My dear mademoiselle
My dear mademoiselle
I am here.

Leaves of Serenity

If love had gone unheard upon
Like the winds beneath the blue ray sun
As when she pours that curvaceous smile
The sparkling warmth of joy and summer
She does what dreams of mine hath
When she dances over the clouds i seen
Like a leaf of freedom being dropped above
The last breath of a glorious shine
She held that hands of soft cotton skin
And the laugh i greatly adore
She, as does the universe behold
Sums of stars colliding unfold
For yet to witness her fairest
To observe and adore
To touch and bestow
To have and be
Looking at my sweet leaf of Serenity.

Cycle of a Broken Heart

Cycle of a broken heart

There she’s at it again, crying

Constantly being broken by love

Like a fragile tree of broken leaves

Longing for someone from the image of another man

Its a cycle I am trying to fathom.

A man walks in and tries to steal her heart

Excitement of searching for the right man

Without caution of the wrong ones

He tries his best to conjure his magic

Slight of hands and mere surprises

The typical show of an average wrong guy.

As time goes by she finds herself trapped in his shadow

She falls herself, she falls in love

Like a happy ending of a fairytale

But its just the start though.

He goes tired and create reasons for breakup

The constant argument of a fading love

He will leave and she will weep

Again and again have I seen her in pain

With the wrong guy she thought was right

But this time it will be her last.

Oh my sweet sweet fragile queen

You are a majesty for someone waiting to happen

Why do you rush? Why wont you wait?

The lies of infatuation are at your door

Dont open it, for ill arive soon

You are an innocent angel in this world of chaos

Wait for me my darling, wait for me.