Flower of Soul

I asked the moon to give me a heart for love is a peculiar thought of an abstract feeling but a heart cannot be given as it can only be made. I was just a soul with an empty chest wandering around my own little world. Yet, there it was a flower growing alone on the hilltop. Like a shrine that invites an empty soul to be made whole, for the flower wanted to be my heart. There is only one thing I need to do, to take care of you until you’ve grown. Sown in the string’s of my providence.
I asked the flower to be my heart, for love is a peculiar thought of an abstract feeling but a heart cannot be given as it can only be made. To water it with words of wisdom and to give it light as it grows it’s perception until molded into perfection. “Give my petals to love” the flower said. Now I have a heart, now I can love for love is a peculiar thought but now a familiar feeling. I placed the flower in my chest like a soul made whole. A hole now gone but replaced by a love to give.
I have the flower as my heart and now love is a bliss of a familiar feeling but a heart cannot be given as it can only be made. One by one I plucked the petals and started to give. Some took one petal and others took two. But to love is to lose a part of you. To grasp the reality, that the world consumes. Now, my heart is a flower with a single petal left. To give to anyone would mean to be an empty soul once again.
“My child”, I looked up as the moon called my presence. “You never needed a heart to give love for you have always loved in your own special way. You loved everyone but you forgot to love yourself. My dear child, in this world that takes, you are the one who gives. You can’t call that anything other than love. May the last petal signify yourself for you are your heart and love has always been you.”

The Light of a Blooming Fairytale

Who is grace from what I see?
Speak forth thy wisdom of light is she,
Shall I be he who walk on thorns of burning desire?
Seeketh she who’s light prays thee to fire,
Even the sun shameth on your gloomy shine,
And the stars that hides from your starry light.
To shout thy name shall there be glory.
Life be made out of shadoweth fairy.
Who is I who plans to conquer your mind?
Reap thy love for my heart who desire.
Name a thing and I shall give them to you.
Shout my name then your servant shall I be.
She that beholds the light of a blooming fairy tale.
Shameth the light from the mornings heir.
Warmeth is the day spent with she.
Cold is my life never to see.
A smile that’s more tender than the oceans beauty.
For she that is more lovely than a color rally.
A story be spoke to future generations
That there’s a time when she who liveth on this earth,
Who owns the beauty which death cannot behold.

My lady divine

Lady divine my lady divine
your silence sings like a moonlights chime
but saddens ought broken thee
come to me ill set you free.
bring joy to sadness thy life o’mine
please don’t be sad my lady divine
yet tears flow like raindrops scene
asking thy happiness where have you been?
I am here my lady divine
cant you see you make me shine
but why am I unseen to you?
spare me a glimpse of your eyes so true.
come ye to me my lady divine
cast to thee thy sadness line
but the least be me whom you ignore
my lady divine please open your door.
but why do you look at that handsome gale
who doesn’t care about your beautiful tale
yet I am here my lady divine
hoping you’ll see the soul of mine.
My lady divine my lady divine
hear thy voice of a shouting line
one day our fates align
I’ll be patient then my lady divine.

Melody

3 months since we separated
yet love still grows incinerated
what have change thou art define
tragedy or melody of sadness line.
sitting on a bench thy echoes flow
feeling the wind thy voices know
quenched favors what draws near
as light flourished thus I fear.
it’s you after all these time
yet pain defines these lonely chime
but what pains more is to see you happy
when I’m here dying in pain to be free.
thus what love is when favors only one
yet tricks the other by saying its done
the silence continues as I stare at you
thus begets time when pain feels so true.
Awkward greetings starts to flail
still I cant hide the pain that starts to bail
now there’s a fast goodbye
joined by silence of my loudest cry.
yet the sensation of our past lingers my soul
what we used to be keeps me whole
now what have change thou art define
Tragedy or melody of sadness line.

To You

To fight ye in battles of death,
Seeketh thy come live to rest,
For her ye life’s promise them bleed,
Oh shall this love of seed.
Painful torture may hold me,
Fiery fires may burn of thee,
But all those pain shall vanish,
With you milady whom will replenish.
Cant compare to whom that shines,
The day of mine the night of rhymes,
Soul that binds thee arrest,
Birds of love that infest.
Priestess of beauty observes by thee,
Come oh darling thy fairytale of sea,
Free of pain and lies that ought,
Smiles you’ll gain problems well fought.
This milady is a promise yet fulfilled,
Even from this moment it is sealed,
Be thou greatness of love and grace,
For the beauty and soul i will always chase.

An Angel Beside Me

I look in the mirror with sweat all over
I look ridiculously like a sober
Nervously fixing my tie
Thinking I’m gonna die
“This will turn out fine”
Talking to myself as I whine.
People greeted me with joy and good luck
For now I need courage to not suck
For this day is the day of reckoning
An end for a new beginning
My breath keeps getting faster
I could hear myself like an angry monster.
I head to the door where people are expecting me
“Oh my God!” I’m so nervous cant you see?
I took a heavy breath as I opened the door
Slowly making me sore
As I walk straight to the altar
A priest congratulated me so far.
I cant believe that this day would come
It doesn’t come to this for some
But I survive so that’s a start
Now waiting for another part
“Where is she?” I began to worry
As light shines my sight blurry.
The sound of instruments playing
And the choir started singing
Everyone then started to stand
Looking at the door she raised her hand
Waving at me while smiling
Damn that smile always gets my thing.
As she walks pass the aisle all white
God I love this beautiful sight
She stopped beside me and said
“We did it babe this is our wed”
Now this is heaven I need to see
And an angel beside me.

Mr. Friendzone

I gave my her my time and my attention
My willingness to suffer for her affection
Trying to build a relationship with foundation
Ended being stuck called Mr. Friendzone.
I helped her in ways you cant imagine
Ignored other girls for me to win
Her heart as the intention I bring
But left with a sad song to sing.
When she’s down I was there to hug
When she’s angry I became her punching bag
When she’s sad I shame myself for her laugh
Her happiness is more than enough.
When she talks about her crush I get jealous
She’s insensitive and sometimes oblivious
But hey I am a friend so I must ignore the pain
Though its hard and driving me insane.
Having the courage to tell how I feel
“I love you ” I said nervously
Her silence is all I see
She stood up and began to flee.
That night I received a text from her
“I’m sorry but I only liked you as a friend”
I couldn’t even grasp the pain I felt
Feels like I’m choking with my own belt.
As I walk and saw her with another man
“at least she’s happy with her the one”
As tears fell from my very own
Stuck in this prison called “Friendzone”

The Girl Who Waited

How would you follow a promise given?
To expect it’s ending till death even
Though being broken like a glass shattered
Leaving the pieces in you scattered.
This is a story of the girl who waited
Though life for her is painfully fated
Where hope is found but empty and shivered
All but memories left remembered.
Child my innocent child
Sitting on a bench so tender and mild
With her mother by her side
My innocent child with smile so wide
A moment as perfect as it should be
For happiness is all you can see.
Then tears fell down from her mothers’ eyes
Struck with all the lies
As she bid goodbye to her daughter
Which took away all the laughter.
“Stay here my child I promise ill come back”
As she walked away on the track
Leaving my poor innocent child
Like a little cub left alone in the wild
Sitting on the bench alone in the park
As the weather trembled and skies get dark
My innocent child scared and separated
Left to wither and desecrated.
Welfare came and took her as an orphan
Labored her sadness hard as she can
My innocent child broken and unwanted
Thinking of her mothers’ promise as she waited.
Years past and there she still is my innocent child
Waiting on a bench alone in the wild
As sickness dwells in her state
But still full of hope and none of hate.
Unable to walk and stayed in a wheelchair
With a nurse to assist her where
My innocent child for her breath is limited
To stay in the park is all she wanted.
Curiosity made the nurse asked why
There she told everything without a lie
She’s still hoping, still waiting
Still praying, still believing.
She stayed there as her last breath draw
With tears flowing out I saw
My patient, my innocent child
So pure so tender and mild.
Farewell my patient so dear
Your pain is as loud as I can hear
For life seems unfair being fated
This is her story, the girl who waited.

Memorial Distress

Dreams coincides reality if you believe
Yet diminished by what you conceive
Then burns you inside out
When all your soul wants to shout.
I think of her as much as I blink
Yet all it does is making my heart sink
But love floods my very being
It conquered all my self-esteem.
If you ask if she’s happy now
I can tell she is somehow
But with someone else’s presence
Thus her love for me is a withered essence.
Our memories kept me going after all
Smiling with tears as I recall
Our first dance and our first kiss
All living in my minds abyss.
Maybe its time to let go of my conviction
Maybe its time to stop my inquisition
Maybe those memories aren’t meant for me
Maybe i just need to let go and see.
How fast did she able to move on
When I’m suffering in pain in this oblivion
Am I just a pawn for her experience
Did she ever loved me out of conscience.
But its time for her to go
its time for these feelings to flow
After all in my very mind
We’re still together intertwined.

My Lonely Seraphim

There she is my lonely seraphim
With all thy wonders she already have
Yet sadness is seen through her eyes
Her beauty gazes the wonders above
All so amazingly echoes thy love
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she observes unfathomable universe
For which she’s alone in this starry night
Waiting for someone offers thy blight
There she is my lonely seraphim
Walking in her garden of grass and petals
While thy birds sings chirping for thee
Eyes that shows peace to see
Behold thy beauty the unreachable skies
Behold thy voices the blue fiery fires
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she grows thee old and weary
Tired of all yet seeks its existence
Rest now my lonely seraphim, rest now
As life tries to let go of pain
My poor and lonely seraphim
Lie down in this dirt and stone
As my farewell bids its last
There she is my lonely seraphim
My beautiful lonely seraphim.