Category Archives: Emotional Abstract Poems

My monsters

Sitting idly in my locked room
Covering my ears from doom
There’s monsters outside
Their roars and shouts collide.
Every night I hide in here
Alone unsafe from what i hear
But fear is just an echoes flow
Waving towards me for all i know.
I can hear the things being thrown
The slam the bam the darkness blown
trapped in this void of transgression
Sound of battle for annihilation.
No one hears my loud cry
Every night I just wanna fly
Their words I don’t understand
Their fight is all out of hand.
My monsters please stop per se
Every night is a battle cliché’
Uncontrollable, unstoppable
Uncapable, insensible.
Without a choice I came out
Covered in fear and doubt
As their eyes gazed in anger
All I said was mother and father.

Table of Memories

Grandpa lets go we’re gonna be late!
Just a moment son please wait
Go on and ill follow in a little while
Ok grandpa I’m just gonna be near the aisle.
Standing here looking at that table
You wouldn’t believe our own fable
My friends and I used to chill here
Good old times holding a beer.
Our clown would be Ben, the noisy one
Full of jokes that bastard but its all fun
He always make fun of me, that asshole
Still that sucker is part of my very whole.
And the idiot is John
Or always acting like one
Every joke Ben say he will always get it last
He’s a fun lad and completes our blast.
The one so serious will be John
That one is part serious and part stubborn
No wonder he was always teased by Ben
Easily angered but a bestfriend then.
You know our alien Chris Wy
The one whos there but not there kind of guy
Weird but fun yet always have your back
Another piece of me which lack.
And lastly the guy with different girlfriends
Where every time he comes a number he lends
No other than Glen Fray Junior
Always in trouble when we were senior.
What fun we had in those days
With every problems we had our ways
Now I have the table we used to stay
The grass where we sometimes lay
Living long enough to see your loved ones die
To witness the truth of painful lie
But this demise may yet be a fate
Where I’m left alone with my self loving hate
Standing here looking at that table
Where we made our own fable
But tears fall down as I remember
That only memories live forever.

Time

Time is definitive and uncontrolled,
Which life begets none can hold,
What would you do when your time fades,
When you cant escape thy fate shades.
Yet life becomes fast as you know,
Realizing that thee is your own foe,
Which time is made for us to lose,
The life we kept the decisions you choose.
You might die today you might live another,
Yet your time will end for death is a tether,
But know that there is much greater than living,
To leave a legacy worth thinking.
To die in greatness or to live in shame,
To live in hallow or to die in fame,
Which is which one must choose?
For time has no renew and lose is lose.
Now what if you die unspoken,
Did you live your life worth the broken,
For time is definitive when it comes to living,
Would there be a legacy or just grieving.

Inevitable

Living in a world where war earns peace,
Guns and swords may yet to cease,
But care of wisdom may life’s demise,
To kill the living for beliefs unwise.
All those life crushed by delusions,
conquerors who cares nothing but destruction,
Will there be end to this annihilation?
Or will it stop when there’s no longer a nation.
An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind,
Peace means nothing, death now bind,
Now who did win but none survived,
Who to witness when there’s no alive.
Humanity is gone and treaties are ignored,
To kill who oppose for the sake of your Lord,
Then what a pathetic belief you have,
Where love is hatred and hatred is love.
Now whos to blame to point our fingers?
Evil in the midst that lingers,
Hungry to kill an innocent blood,
Hungry to end all mans lad.
If war is inevitable then death is exact,
A punishment for peoples unlawful act,
Now earn our disgust and blame,
Make our hatred be your fame.

Definition of Pain and Insanity

Have you ever felt pain?
Which binds your soul to endless chain
Yet defines insanity’s call
For those whom that befall.
What does pain really means?
Losing an arm or death it seems
Is that what pain is?
Though life and death may cease.
How about a heartbroken?
Seeing your love betrays unspoken
Kissing someone who’s close to you
Leaving you ignorant and without a clue.
Now imagine losing all your family
Does that mean pain and agony?
Maybe yes and maybe no
It depends on life’s great show.
Now Lets make a scene
You’re in a middle of a room unseen
To choose saving 1 worth life
And kill the others with a knife.
A pregnant woman you don’t know
Your boyfriend whom you love so
A poor man with his child
An enemy with his newly bride.
Who would it be that is worth saving?
Defying conscience of worth living
Choose or your family will be the price
Kill and death may suffice.
Would you save the pregnant lady?
Your boyfriend or the bride to be?
What about the poor-man with his boy?
Or kill your family and save them all?
Now tell me lad the definition of insanity
Where life is in peril and scarcity
But its all a matter of perception
To a manner of pain and mere illusion.
Lets see whom you saved
And whom you’ve put in pave
Then you can tell me what insanity is
Where death is a choice in this voids abyss.

Freedom of Speech

For what its worth to live and die
To let you know what’s truth or lie
Yet truth begets phase of ignorance
For my adieu hear thy resonance.
War indeed retaliates lies
The fruit of wisdom to kiss my demise
Thus what bleeds distress thy odds
To perish I pursue the truth of roads.
Yes ignorance makes rebellious heart
Guides thyself to destructive start
A path yet grows for his beliefs
To kill a person for gods relief.
For who are you to pass judgement to others
Disgraced by your past forefathers
Yet your reason is for the glory of almighty
Taking a life for useless anarchy
Where is humanity resting now?
Love and peace are forgotten somehow
When did peace be earned by war?
No one wins but death so far.
But as I recall we’re all free to speak
This restless soul killed for truth he seek
Thus, this humanity is a mere illusion
Where peace is earned by war and destruction.

Night of Tears

Hey babe who would have thought
I’m still here like I’m being caught
it feels so good being together
but hear my tears oh forever.
do you remember the first time we met?
it was raining and we’re both wet
oh that feeling I will never forget
a twist of a fairytale I will never regret.
oh how amazing love can be
where both of us can see
what love defines echoes through paradise
a love worth having free of all lies.
yet love still answers to pain and demise
as we both heard that you have a cancer on the rise
yes we didn’t gave up didn’t we?
hopes did rise but blinded to see.
oh babe time runs fast if were enjoying it
yet slows down when in pain and demerit
but why does life be defiance of our fate?
to question the odds of what we hate.
those last words that came out of your mouth
those words id want to hear you shout
but thus life deceives happiness from sorrow
turning tables and hurts like a piercing arrow.
I want to shout I want to die
I want to stay with you I want to cry
why would life take you away?
why wont life make you stay?
all this pain and sorrows abyss
all our memories and goodbyes kiss
yet I’m alone like a flightless bird
all my shouts now left unheard.
babe why is fate so unfair?
why wont our fate even share?
living without you staring at your grave
wondering and asking why isn’t me on that pave.
fate have done the defiance my soul
left in pain as I struggle in whole
for what is known to live with un-beating heart
to just the cause of unrelenting start.

Confidently Beautiful with a Heart

Hey you! Yes you! You’re beautiful
You pushed that make up on you face
To feel beautiful with a gaze
Without content you try to be.
To please that guy who never see
But you are special and born to be
Someone broke your heart? Chin up!
Because we flush our toilet after we crap
Don’t let a shit take your dignity
Who gives a crap when you’re goddamn pretty
It’s his loss anyway you silly.
Conscious of your height?
Go look in the mirror and see
You’re already beautiful don’t be greedy
Would you rather be tall and ugly?
But hey! Height doesn’t matter
Guys don’t give a shit go ask your father.
Ashamed of your cute belly fats?
Don’t be! That’s why its called cute belly fats
Don’t call yourself a fatty
Use its polite synonym, chubby
But hey at least you’re harder to kidnap lady.
Chin up with that confidence
Your imperfection is addition to your perfection
They call you ugly?
Just say
Haters gonna hate…….
And punch them hard as a meteors crate.

The Girl Beside the Fireplace

My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long
On the fireplace she ought to sit
Feeling the cold nights heat.
As once my Rose she met a man
Handsome and such a soldiers son
He goes to sneak to her at night
Exactly 12 he’s in her sight.
They fell in love in such a time
Where war goes round unending chime
He promised dear Rosy that he’ll come back
To him she’ll write to keep her track.
But when war grew bigger he got his last
Poor dear Rosy naïve of her love
She kept sending letters for him to read
Unknown to what his empty heed.
Poor Rosy kept waiting now
Beside the fireplace she waits somehow
Hoping that one day he might come
Sad to see for her family and some.
Years after years dear Rose she waited
Night after night she write and quoted
With a peaceful heart she did her final piece
Her last letter for her lost love of bliss.
“My dear love for I have known
You won’t comeback and never will
but I write this last letter for you my love.
I am old and my days are numbered
We’ll be together again without death encumbered.
For I have waited and I will wait
For you my love, for you I will.”
My Dear old Rosy as she sent her final goodbye
Sat beside the fireplace with one little smile
My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long.