Category Archives: Emotional Abstract Poems

Would you?

If I’ll wait for days just to see you
If I’ll sacrifice my time just for you
If I guard you beside your bed
Would you love me instead?
If I give you all my riches
If I own all the beaches
If I have chosen carefully what i said
Would you love me instead?
If I am the King of England
If I own a hectare of land
If I slay a dragon dead
Would you love me instead.
If I looked perfectly
If I was a model preferably
If all hungry people were fed
Would you love me instead
If I am all those traits you dream
If I could be a different man you seem
Would you love me instead?
My love, would you love me instead.

Voice of a sex slave

Hello? is someone out there?
Can anybody hear me?
Please help I beg of you
Before that big guy comes back
He would take me in a room with another man
And he would slap me and beat me if I refuse
They would take my shirt off and force me to dance
I have no choice for I will be beaten
They would touch me and do anything they please
I just cry and cry until tears seems to run out
But my pain would seem to be their enjoyment
After that I am to be cleaned
Then a new guy would come in
A de ja vu of my suffering
I never wanted this life
Its not always like this
I was once a college student
I dreamt of being a nurse
Until a guy drugged me and took me
Woke up being sold and beaten
Next thing I knew I was already in this life
A nightmare, the worst nightmare a woman could ever imagine
Losing your dignity whilst being destroyed dramatically
I called out for help!
I shouted
No one seems to hear me
It seems society has ignored my existence
They seem to see me as a dirt in the eyes of mankind
But they didn’t know my story
But you! You know! You could help me
Please! Help me
I beg of you
Please help me
Please! Please!

An Angel Beside Me

I look in the mirror with sweat all over
I look ridiculously like a sober
Nervously fixing my tie
Thinking I’m gonna die
“This will turn out fine”
Talking to myself as I whine.
People greeted me with joy and good luck
For now I need courage to not suck
For this day is the day of reckoning
An end for a new beginning
My breath keeps getting faster
I could hear myself like an angry monster.
I head to the door where people are expecting me
“Oh my God!” I’m so nervous cant you see?
I took a heavy breath as I opened the door
Slowly making me sore
As I walk straight to the altar
A priest congratulated me so far.
I cant believe that this day would come
It doesn’t come to this for some
But I survive so that’s a start
Now waiting for another part
“Where is she?” I began to worry
As light shines my sight blurry.
The sound of instruments playing
And the choir started singing
Everyone then started to stand
Looking at the door she raised her hand
Waving at me while smiling
Damn that smile always gets my thing.
As she walks pass the aisle all white
God I love this beautiful sight
She stopped beside me and said
“We did it babe this is our wed”
Now this is heaven I need to see
And an angel beside me.

Strength Like Daniel

In my weakest point I shall have
When all is left but faith and love
When troubles come to lend an angel
Lord give me strength like Daniel.
When problems stain my very soul
When sin conquers me whole
When faith is drowned by emptiness
Lord lead me again to righteousness.
When fervor and anger devours me
When shadow flails to amuse thee
When seas are full with mocks of stones
Lord grant me courage to my very bones.
When I fail to see the light ahead
When I stop praying beside my bed
When I lose my sight to your plan
Lord forgive me whenever I ran.
When darkness is all I see
When I’m blinded by all in me
When troubles come to lend an angel
Lord grant me strength like Daniel.

Mr. Friendzone

I gave my her my time and my attention
My willingness to suffer for her affection
Trying to build a relationship with foundation
Ended being stuck called Mr. Friendzone.
I helped her in ways you cant imagine
Ignored other girls for me to win
Her heart as the intention I bring
But left with a sad song to sing.
When she’s down I was there to hug
When she’s angry I became her punching bag
When she’s sad I shame myself for her laugh
Her happiness is more than enough.
When she talks about her crush I get jealous
She’s insensitive and sometimes oblivious
But hey I am a friend so I must ignore the pain
Though its hard and driving me insane.
Having the courage to tell how I feel
“I love you ” I said nervously
Her silence is all I see
She stood up and began to flee.
That night I received a text from her
“I’m sorry but I only liked you as a friend”
I couldn’t even grasp the pain I felt
Feels like I’m choking with my own belt.
As I walk and saw her with another man
“at least she’s happy with her the one”
As tears fell from my very own
Stuck in this prison called “Friendzone”

The Girl Who Waited

How would you follow a promise given?
To expect it’s ending till death even
Though being broken like a glass shattered
Leaving the pieces in you scattered.
This is a story of the girl who waited
Though life for her is painfully fated
Where hope is found but empty and shivered
All but memories left remembered.
Child my innocent child
Sitting on a bench so tender and mild
With her mother by her side
My innocent child with smile so wide
A moment as perfect as it should be
For happiness is all you can see.
Then tears fell down from her mothers’ eyes
Struck with all the lies
As she bid goodbye to her daughter
Which took away all the laughter.
“Stay here my child I promise ill come back”
As she walked away on the track
Leaving my poor innocent child
Like a little cub left alone in the wild
Sitting on the bench alone in the park
As the weather trembled and skies get dark
My innocent child scared and separated
Left to wither and desecrated.
Welfare came and took her as an orphan
Labored her sadness hard as she can
My innocent child broken and unwanted
Thinking of her mothers’ promise as she waited.
Years past and there she still is my innocent child
Waiting on a bench alone in the wild
As sickness dwells in her state
But still full of hope and none of hate.
Unable to walk and stayed in a wheelchair
With a nurse to assist her where
My innocent child for her breath is limited
To stay in the park is all she wanted.
Curiosity made the nurse asked why
There she told everything without a lie
She’s still hoping, still waiting
Still praying, still believing.
She stayed there as her last breath draw
With tears flowing out I saw
My patient, my innocent child
So pure so tender and mild.
Farewell my patient so dear
Your pain is as loud as I can hear
For life seems unfair being fated
This is her story, the girl who waited.

Wolf and sheep

“You want more?”
He asked as he punched me
“You are weak and but a sheep”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
He shouted as he speak
Blood runs through my face
All he did was gaze
“What are you staring at me sheep?”
“You want more ?”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
My face is drowning with my blood
He kept denigrating my existence
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
Fear and tremble conquered me
He held my neck and punched me again
“You are weak! You are worthless”
He looked me in the eye smiling
As I saw my bloody reflection
The sudden anger and rage erupted in me
I punched his face
Woven with blood viciously
I picked a stone and hit his face
His words kept coming out from my mouth
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep”
As he cried in pain and begged for mercy
I hit him again and again
I can hear the voice of his skull cracking
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I’m wet with his blood and mine
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I shouted in anger as death embraced him
“Who am I? Ask me who am I?”
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”

Memorial Distress

Dreams coincides reality if you believe
Yet diminished by what you conceive
Then burns you inside out
When all your soul wants to shout.
I think of her as much as I blink
Yet all it does is making my heart sink
But love floods my very being
It conquered all my self-esteem.
If you ask if she’s happy now
I can tell she is somehow
But with someone else’s presence
Thus her love for me is a withered essence.
Our memories kept me going after all
Smiling with tears as I recall
Our first dance and our first kiss
All living in my minds abyss.
Maybe its time to let go of my conviction
Maybe its time to stop my inquisition
Maybe those memories aren’t meant for me
Maybe i just need to let go and see.
How fast did she able to move on
When I’m suffering in pain in this oblivion
Am I just a pawn for her experience
Did she ever loved me out of conscience.
But its time for her to go
its time for these feelings to flow
After all in my very mind
We’re still together intertwined.

My Lonely Seraphim

There she is my lonely seraphim
With all thy wonders she already have
Yet sadness is seen through her eyes
Her beauty gazes the wonders above
All so amazingly echoes thy love
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she observes unfathomable universe
For which she’s alone in this starry night
Waiting for someone offers thy blight
There she is my lonely seraphim
Walking in her garden of grass and petals
While thy birds sings chirping for thee
Eyes that shows peace to see
Behold thy beauty the unreachable skies
Behold thy voices the blue fiery fires
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she grows thee old and weary
Tired of all yet seeks its existence
Rest now my lonely seraphim, rest now
As life tries to let go of pain
My poor and lonely seraphim
Lie down in this dirt and stone
As my farewell bids its last
There she is my lonely seraphim
My beautiful lonely seraphim.

I’m just a woman

The police kept asking me what happened
They judge me with their words that offends
With my eyes staring at them with worry
my tears came down as I tell them my story.
I’m just a woman, a normal woman
With a life almost perfect with my man
We struggled and live together
For our promises is forever.
The laughter the tears
All our strength and all those fears
The problems we share
The pain we bare.
Life is funny when it plays you
Everything seems like its untrue
But reality is what you never wish
Unspoken by tears with words abyss.
As my man turned into a monster
hit me beat me like a scorcher
I cant fight for I am weak
I cant shout for he wont let me speak.
Every night its all the same
Every night he puts me to shame
All I can do is beg while I cry
“I cant do this anymore I want do die.”
I wonder what happened to our perfection
The love the teamwork the passion
Life is unfair when it starts to decide
All you can do is observe and abide.
Night came as he rushed through the door
Hitting me as I fall on the floor
I ran and took the scissor on the desk
Stabbing him directly through his chest.
I stand there as I look him in shock
I have no choice please don’t mock
I never want to kill him I never did
But why am I happy as he bleed?
I’m just a woman, a normal woman
With a life that is once perfect with my man
Its not my intention for I’m just a woman
Please don’t mock please don’t make fun.