Category Archives: Deep Thoughts Poem

Strength Like Daniel

In my weakest point I shall have
When all is left but faith and love
When troubles come to lend an angel
Lord give me strength like Daniel.
When problems stain my very soul
When sin conquers me whole
When faith is drowned by emptiness
Lord lead me again to righteousness.
When fervor and anger devours me
When shadow flails to amuse thee
When seas are full with mocks of stones
Lord grant me courage to my very bones.
When I fail to see the light ahead
When I stop praying beside my bed
When I lose my sight to your plan
Lord forgive me whenever I ran.
When darkness is all I see
When I’m blinded by all in me
When troubles come to lend an angel
Lord grant me strength like Daniel.

The Girl Who Waited

How would you follow a promise given?
To expect it’s ending till death even
Though being broken like a glass shattered
Leaving the pieces in you scattered.
This is a story of the girl who waited
Though life for her is painfully fated
Where hope is found but empty and shivered
All but memories left remembered.
Child my innocent child
Sitting on a bench so tender and mild
With her mother by her side
My innocent child with smile so wide
A moment as perfect as it should be
For happiness is all you can see.
Then tears fell down from her mothers’ eyes
Struck with all the lies
As she bid goodbye to her daughter
Which took away all the laughter.
“Stay here my child I promise ill come back”
As she walked away on the track
Leaving my poor innocent child
Like a little cub left alone in the wild
Sitting on the bench alone in the park
As the weather trembled and skies get dark
My innocent child scared and separated
Left to wither and desecrated.
Welfare came and took her as an orphan
Labored her sadness hard as she can
My innocent child broken and unwanted
Thinking of her mothers’ promise as she waited.
Years past and there she still is my innocent child
Waiting on a bench alone in the wild
As sickness dwells in her state
But still full of hope and none of hate.
Unable to walk and stayed in a wheelchair
With a nurse to assist her where
My innocent child for her breath is limited
To stay in the park is all she wanted.
Curiosity made the nurse asked why
There she told everything without a lie
She’s still hoping, still waiting
Still praying, still believing.
She stayed there as her last breath draw
With tears flowing out I saw
My patient, my innocent child
So pure so tender and mild.
Farewell my patient so dear
Your pain is as loud as I can hear
For life seems unfair being fated
This is her story, the girl who waited.

Wolf and sheep

“You want more?”
He asked as he punched me
“You are weak and but a sheep”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
He shouted as he speak
Blood runs through my face
All he did was gaze
“What are you staring at me sheep?”
“You want more ?”
He punched me again
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
My face is drowning with my blood
He kept denigrating my existence
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
Fear and tremble conquered me
He held my neck and punched me again
“You are weak! You are worthless”
He looked me in the eye smiling
As I saw my bloody reflection
The sudden anger and rage erupted in me
I punched his face
Woven with blood viciously
I picked a stone and hit his face
His words kept coming out from my mouth
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep”
As he cried in pain and begged for mercy
I hit him again and again
I can hear the voice of his skull cracking
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I’m wet with his blood and mine
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”
I shouted in anger as death embraced him
“Who am I? Ask me who am I?”
“I am a wolf and you are my sheep!”

Memorial Distress

Dreams coincides reality if you believe
Yet diminished by what you conceive
Then burns you inside out
When all your soul wants to shout.
I think of her as much as I blink
Yet all it does is making my heart sink
But love floods my very being
It conquered all my self-esteem.
If you ask if she’s happy now
I can tell she is somehow
But with someone else’s presence
Thus her love for me is a withered essence.
Our memories kept me going after all
Smiling with tears as I recall
Our first dance and our first kiss
All living in my minds abyss.
Maybe its time to let go of my conviction
Maybe its time to stop my inquisition
Maybe those memories aren’t meant for me
Maybe i just need to let go and see.
How fast did she able to move on
When I’m suffering in pain in this oblivion
Am I just a pawn for her experience
Did she ever loved me out of conscience.
But its time for her to go
its time for these feelings to flow
After all in my very mind
We’re still together intertwined.

My Lonely Seraphim

There she is my lonely seraphim
With all thy wonders she already have
Yet sadness is seen through her eyes
Her beauty gazes the wonders above
All so amazingly echoes thy love
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she observes unfathomable universe
For which she’s alone in this starry night
Waiting for someone offers thy blight
There she is my lonely seraphim
Walking in her garden of grass and petals
While thy birds sings chirping for thee
Eyes that shows peace to see
Behold thy beauty the unreachable skies
Behold thy voices the blue fiery fires
There she is my lonely seraphim
As she grows thee old and weary
Tired of all yet seeks its existence
Rest now my lonely seraphim, rest now
As life tries to let go of pain
My poor and lonely seraphim
Lie down in this dirt and stone
As my farewell bids its last
There she is my lonely seraphim
My beautiful lonely seraphim.

Time

Time is definitive and uncontrolled,
Which life begets none can hold,
What would you do when your time fades,
When you cant escape thy fate shades.
Yet life becomes fast as you know,
Realizing that thee is your own foe,
Which time is made for us to lose,
The life we kept the decisions you choose.
You might die today you might live another,
Yet your time will end for death is a tether,
But know that there is much greater than living,
To leave a legacy worth thinking.
To die in greatness or to live in shame,
To live in hallow or to die in fame,
Which is which one must choose?
For time has no renew and lose is lose.
Now what if you die unspoken,
Did you live your life worth the broken,
For time is definitive when it comes to living,
Would there be a legacy or just grieving.

Inevitable

Living in a world where war earns peace,
Guns and swords may yet to cease,
But care of wisdom may life’s demise,
To kill the living for beliefs unwise.
All those life crushed by delusions,
conquerors who cares nothing but destruction,
Will there be end to this annihilation?
Or will it stop when there’s no longer a nation.
An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind,
Peace means nothing, death now bind,
Now who did win but none survived,
Who to witness when there’s no alive.
Humanity is gone and treaties are ignored,
To kill who oppose for the sake of your Lord,
Then what a pathetic belief you have,
Where love is hatred and hatred is love.
Now whos to blame to point our fingers?
Evil in the midst that lingers,
Hungry to kill an innocent blood,
Hungry to end all mans lad.
If war is inevitable then death is exact,
A punishment for peoples unlawful act,
Now earn our disgust and blame,
Make our hatred be your fame.

Definition of Pain and Insanity

Have you ever felt pain?
Which binds your soul to endless chain
Yet defines insanity’s call
For those whom that befall.
What does pain really means?
Losing an arm or death it seems
Is that what pain is?
Though life and death may cease.
How about a heartbroken?
Seeing your love betrays unspoken
Kissing someone who’s close to you
Leaving you ignorant and without a clue.
Now imagine losing all your family
Does that mean pain and agony?
Maybe yes and maybe no
It depends on life’s great show.
Now Lets make a scene
You’re in a middle of a room unseen
To choose saving 1 worth life
And kill the others with a knife.
A pregnant woman you don’t know
Your boyfriend whom you love so
A poor man with his child
An enemy with his newly bride.
Who would it be that is worth saving?
Defying conscience of worth living
Choose or your family will be the price
Kill and death may suffice.
Would you save the pregnant lady?
Your boyfriend or the bride to be?
What about the poor-man with his boy?
Or kill your family and save them all?
Now tell me lad the definition of insanity
Where life is in peril and scarcity
But its all a matter of perception
To a manner of pain and mere illusion.
Lets see whom you saved
And whom you’ve put in pave
Then you can tell me what insanity is
Where death is a choice in this voids abyss.

Hear me

Now I am here a shadow looking
to a beauty of perfection ye seeking
But thee oh princess hear my voice
Yet defines my only choice.
Distance may yet vary our fate
For thee defines thy love and hate
But ye whos shredded by demise
Oh ye that fuse feelings rise.
My princess, milady divine
Hear my voice let thee shine
For stake is death but left ye broken
Words unheard felt unspoken.
Hear me thee oh hear me thee
My love did shine but you cant see
Oh princess my fairytales guise
I’m yet to grow you made me wise.
I am here in the shadow hiding
Hoping you’ll pass by the woods riding
And ill meet you then milady divine
Ye be ready to our big great dine.
But thee thy fate may not straighten
Still my love I wont forsaken
For ye that looks from afar
Holds thy heart like a burning star.

Freedom of Speech

For what its worth to live and die
To let you know what’s truth or lie
Yet truth begets phase of ignorance
For my adieu hear thy resonance.
War indeed retaliates lies
The fruit of wisdom to kiss my demise
Thus what bleeds distress thy odds
To perish I pursue the truth of roads.
Yes ignorance makes rebellious heart
Guides thyself to destructive start
A path yet grows for his beliefs
To kill a person for gods relief.
For who are you to pass judgement to others
Disgraced by your past forefathers
Yet your reason is for the glory of almighty
Taking a life for useless anarchy
Where is humanity resting now?
Love and peace are forgotten somehow
When did peace be earned by war?
No one wins but death so far.
But as I recall we’re all free to speak
This restless soul killed for truth he seek
Thus, this humanity is a mere illusion
Where peace is earned by war and destruction.