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Definition of Pain and Insanity

Have you ever felt pain?
Which binds your soul to endless chain
Yet defines insanity’s call
For those whom that befall.
What does pain really means?
Losing an arm or death it seems
Is that what pain is?
Though life and death may cease.
How about a heartbroken?
Seeing your love betrays unspoken
Kissing someone who’s close to you
Leaving you ignorant and without a clue.
Now imagine losing all your family
Does that mean pain and agony?
Maybe yes and maybe no
It depends on life’s great show.
Now Lets make a scene
You’re in a middle of a room unseen
To choose saving 1 worth life
And kill the others with a knife.
A pregnant woman you don’t know
Your boyfriend whom you love so
A poor man with his child
An enemy with his newly bride.
Who would it be that is worth saving?
Defying conscience of worth living
Choose or your family will be the price
Kill and death may suffice.
Would you save the pregnant lady?
Your boyfriend or the bride to be?
What about the poor-man with his boy?
Or kill your family and save them all?
Now tell me lad the definition of insanity
Where life is in peril and scarcity
But its all a matter of perception
To a manner of pain and mere illusion.
Lets see whom you saved
And whom you’ve put in pave
Then you can tell me what insanity is
Where death is a choice in this voids abyss.

Hear me

Now I am here a shadow looking
to a beauty of perfection ye seeking
But thee oh princess hear my voice
Yet defines my only choice.
Distance may yet vary our fate
For thee defines thy love and hate
But ye whos shredded by demise
Oh ye that fuse feelings rise.
My princess, milady divine
Hear my voice let thee shine
For stake is death but left ye broken
Words unheard felt unspoken.
Hear me thee oh hear me thee
My love did shine but you cant see
Oh princess my fairytales guise
I’m yet to grow you made me wise.
I am here in the shadow hiding
Hoping you’ll pass by the woods riding
And ill meet you then milady divine
Ye be ready to our big great dine.
But thee thy fate may not straighten
Still my love I wont forsaken
For ye that looks from afar
Holds thy heart like a burning star.

Freedom of Speech

For what its worth to live and die
To let you know what’s truth or lie
Yet truth begets phase of ignorance
For my adieu hear thy resonance.
War indeed retaliates lies
The fruit of wisdom to kiss my demise
Thus what bleeds distress thy odds
To perish I pursue the truth of roads.
Yes ignorance makes rebellious heart
Guides thyself to destructive start
A path yet grows for his beliefs
To kill a person for gods relief.
For who are you to pass judgement to others
Disgraced by your past forefathers
Yet your reason is for the glory of almighty
Taking a life for useless anarchy
Where is humanity resting now?
Love and peace are forgotten somehow
When did peace be earned by war?
No one wins but death so far.
But as I recall we’re all free to speak
This restless soul killed for truth he seek
Thus, this humanity is a mere illusion
Where peace is earned by war and destruction.

Night of Tears

Hey babe who would have thought
I’m still here like I’m being caught
it feels so good being together
but hear my tears oh forever.
do you remember the first time we met?
it was raining and we’re both wet
oh that feeling I will never forget
a twist of a fairytale I will never regret.
oh how amazing love can be
where both of us can see
what love defines echoes through paradise
a love worth having free of all lies.
yet love still answers to pain and demise
as we both heard that you have a cancer on the rise
yes we didn’t gave up didn’t we?
hopes did rise but blinded to see.
oh babe time runs fast if were enjoying it
yet slows down when in pain and demerit
but why does life be defiance of our fate?
to question the odds of what we hate.
those last words that came out of your mouth
those words id want to hear you shout
but thus life deceives happiness from sorrow
turning tables and hurts like a piercing arrow.
I want to shout I want to die
I want to stay with you I want to cry
why would life take you away?
why wont life make you stay?
all this pain and sorrows abyss
all our memories and goodbyes kiss
yet I’m alone like a flightless bird
all my shouts now left unheard.
babe why is fate so unfair?
why wont our fate even share?
living without you staring at your grave
wondering and asking why isn’t me on that pave.
fate have done the defiance my soul
left in pain as I struggle in whole
for what is known to live with un-beating heart
to just the cause of unrelenting start.

Tale of a Broken Prince

Have you heard the story of the broken prince?
The tale of love and torment since
The dawn of ages behold has come
The death of a man who once long gone.
There was a man, a prince I may
Head of the knight, handsome I say
He was the charm to all girls in the land
Though he’ll kiss only one woman’s hand.
A woman you say, yes she is
A lovely princess, a sight of bliss
In all short term, they fall in love
Two nobility like a white flying doves.
Though as glorious days have come to him
As sprung the news of the coming grim
A war declared to his prince’s might
The turn of events that would shed the light.
“I should go my love for I must lead our men”
I promise I’ll be back, I don’t know when,
Wait for me, my love wait for me”
The words of the prince as he departed thee.
Few weeks turn as plague arrives
Infecting the people few survives
But though of her title as nobility
The princess wasn’t exempted from deaths’ deity
Weeks became months and the princess got worse
Unable to run, unable to escape the curse.
“My love, my love wherever you are,
I’m sorry for this, it may leave you a scar
I love you my prince my forever knight,
Goodbye my love, for i can see the light.”
Night of the 23rd on the 8th month
Comes the victory of majesty’s realm
Here comes the broken prince
Walking in an empty street
With his heavy armor and bloodstained blade
He cast a shadow of teary shade
As he utter these words
“I came back my princess”
The last words of a dying prince.
Now this is the story of the broken prince
The tale of love and torment since
He may be broken and fate hates him
But he sure was loved and never forgotten.

Confidently Beautiful with a Heart

Hey you! Yes you! You’re beautiful
You pushed that make up on you face
To feel beautiful with a gaze
Without content you try to be.
To please that guy who never see
But you are special and born to be
Someone broke your heart? Chin up!
Because we flush our toilet after we crap
Don’t let a shit take your dignity
Who gives a crap when you’re goddamn pretty
It’s his loss anyway you silly.
Conscious of your height?
Go look in the mirror and see
You’re already beautiful don’t be greedy
Would you rather be tall and ugly?
But hey! Height doesn’t matter
Guys don’t give a shit go ask your father.
Ashamed of your cute belly fats?
Don’t be! That’s why its called cute belly fats
Don’t call yourself a fatty
Use its polite synonym, chubby
But hey at least you’re harder to kidnap lady.
Chin up with that confidence
Your imperfection is addition to your perfection
They call you ugly?
Just say
Haters gonna hate…….
And punch them hard as a meteors crate.

The Girl Beside the Fireplace

My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long
On the fireplace she ought to sit
Feeling the cold nights heat.
As once my Rose she met a man
Handsome and such a soldiers son
He goes to sneak to her at night
Exactly 12 he’s in her sight.
They fell in love in such a time
Where war goes round unending chime
He promised dear Rosy that he’ll come back
To him she’ll write to keep her track.
But when war grew bigger he got his last
Poor dear Rosy naïve of her love
She kept sending letters for him to read
Unknown to what his empty heed.
Poor Rosy kept waiting now
Beside the fireplace she waits somehow
Hoping that one day he might come
Sad to see for her family and some.
Years after years dear Rose she waited
Night after night she write and quoted
With a peaceful heart she did her final piece
Her last letter for her lost love of bliss.
“My dear love for I have known
You won’t comeback and never will
but I write this last letter for you my love.
I am old and my days are numbered
We’ll be together again without death encumbered.
For I have waited and I will wait
For you my love, for you I will.”
My Dear old Rosy as she sent her final goodbye
Sat beside the fireplace with one little smile
My lonely Rose of everlasting song
She loved a man and once she long.

Perspective

There once a tale of 2 people
The brave soldier and the young terrorist
A story of inevitability
The perspective of injustice and contrary.
Soldier
Looking at my sons picture before I go
I’ll be back my love before you know
As I took my rifle and went ahead
For my family and country I led.
Young Terrorist
This is it, my first battle
I have no choice but to be their cattle
“Kill the infidels, for the glory of the above”
But why can’t we just live in harmony?
Is this our gods way of Symphony?
The torment of volition and liberty?
Soldier
With guns and bombs ablaze the scene
I hid with a heart pumping like a machine
I would certainly hope to see my family
I fight for them and for my country
If only humanity is within all of us
Why do you allow this my creator?
These turmoil and death, we suffer
Is life that useless for sympathy?
The torment of volition and liberty.
Young terrorist
With all the bombs and death I see
I hid behind a wall cowardly
As I peak and saw this brave soldier
I revealed myself and pointed my gun
As he looked me straight in the eyes
I saw my struggle and my pain
I saw my liberty and justification
A life given to devotion
He just stood there a watched
As I heard a gunshot from behind.
Soldier
I started shooting and began my advance
But though before me, I saw a kid
Holding a rifle pointed scared and shaking
I saw an enemy but not in his eyes
I saw myself, my pain and all my cries
I saw my liberty and justification
As an enemy behind him pulled the trigger
I felt a gun through my chest
And that kid ran towards me
I saw him cry
It’s not your fault kid
and it wasn’t mine either
See you on the other side
Young terrorist
I run towards him and held him up
I’m sorry, I’m sorry as I lay him on my lap
With tears and anguish I felt myself
He uttered some words foreign to me
I cried and cried as he did his final breath
Why is death becoming an inevitability
This injustice war of false ideology
As his friend rushed towards us
Pointing their guns at me
As I utter my final words
“Why are we fighting?”

Paradox

I love a girl but I never saw her
She loved a guy but he never cared
How is it possible
For the woman I long
To be a trash from a man she belong.
I love a girl but she never saw me
She moved on from pain to be set free
How is it possible
That I care so much for her
When I am just a guy in her life’s nether.
I love a girl yet fate diminished
For we are friends and just friends unfinished
How is it possible
For the possibility of impossible
To be mere choice of probable.
I love a girl, the girl I saw
She’s amazing I stand in awe
How is it possible
When I just gazed upon her eyes
Yet I saw the universe arise.